I am officially overwhelmed.
Deep breaths…
You’re a pillar. ^_^
(Source: astoldbysummer)
Deep breaths…
You’re a pillar. ^_^
(Source: astoldbysummer)
The barricaded doors, betrayin my safety (my safety)
The blinds are pulled shut, the light can’t betray me (betray me)
The tears scroll down my cheeks,
My pain_ it seems_ to numb my common sense
My means of escape, the quickest means to end (to end)
I can’t believe she lied, she was my best friend (my best friend)
The finger caresses steel,
My game_ my dreams_ aren’t worth the time I spent
Got nothin to motivate_ except for this course of hate
a craving for gun oil and a need to eliminate
an itch on my temple thats only satiable with a pull-
of mechanical tylenol placed directly upon my skull
honestly a part of me doesn’t hesitate cuz of fear-
Will anyone give a damn about what happens here in a year
I think not!** they wouldn’t lend an ear when I needed them
the warnings all over the fucking place and I heeded them
and so I exceeded them, by self medicating pain
by finding a fourty five_ and pulling a Kurt Cobain
oh this games_ over plain and simple I figured so
but I’m afraid of bullets so maybe drugs are the way to go
oh no.
(ring ring)
Hello?
Hey buddy it’s me, hope you weren’t really busy (were you busy)
whatcha doin tonight, you wanna tear up the city (the city)
Cuz I miss hangin out with you
I miss_ the days_ we’d act like total fools
Well anyways the guys, they’re bringin beer and food (some good food)
We need you here, wouldn’t be_ the same_ without you (without you)
With you here we always have
such crazy fun_ we’re breaking all the rules
(did I interrupt you) just a little bit
(I’m sorry man I’ll let you go) wait lemme finish kid
I just wanna tell you how much that I love you brother
I needed my best friend, wouldn’t trade for another
We need to get the hell up outta here and tear up the nightlife
I con’t describe why I’m crying but lemme describe why
I’m_ happy that you’re in my life, happy that you love_ me
why the hell would I_ put that cheating bitch above_ me
(what are you talkin bout? man are you cool?
you’re talkin kinda cra_zy_ you sound like a fool
tell me what’s_ goin on) no need man I’m better
I haven’t taken anything I unloaded the baretta
(um, dude, are you serious? what are you saying)
man I’m alive, and there is no more time to be wasting
(no, no, seriously) dawg are you finished
I needed someone to save_ me, and dawg you just did it
-:— chorus
catch my breath,
and let my heart stop beating
triple time
thanks for the phone call
my life’s a mess,
but I’ve_ so much to live for
this time
thanks for the phone call
I was feelin depressed, but I can get over this
I was living a mess, but I can get over this
catch my breath,
and let my heart stop beating
triple time
thanks for the phone call
my life’s a mess,
but I’ve_ so much to live for
this time
thanks for the phone call
Man I can’t tell you how much that meant
Just know that your_ timing was heaven sent
Sounds like an adventure waiting to happen.
I think I just found myself a new hobby =D
3 months of writing and beat-shopping is finally gonna pay off.
#2012aintready =)
The J and the K, a little bit inebriated at Insert Coins (love the 3-finger peace sign) in 1977 (ignore the cell phone and it looks like it!) (Taken with instagram)
I fucking missed you, tumblr.
…please forgive me?
The JuJu’s out of the bag though, and I can’t catch that beast. He’s too fast lol. But it’s true. I had so much fun with you…
Now I know what it feels like to be a hot girl to straight guys. I guess I’m hot, in gay guys’ eyes. Figures I love pussy. Such is my life.
Scouts honor.
Dating is way too much b/s drama.
That’s why the internet is so crucial =p